Peter: Glad you’ve recalled everything.
The Lost & Forgotten Memories, Chapter 17
Daniel: And I’m glad to be myself again.
Peter: Glad you’ve recalled everything.
Daniel: And I’m glad to be myself again.
Daniel: Would you forget all the years that we've been friends so easily? Dude, we've known each other for ages and overcome so much together!
Peter: You remembered it too late. And I knew you too badly. I didn't know that you were actually a mean scumbag. I mean, I didn't want to notice the first sighs when you started to shower me with mud, covering it with your wish to joke.
Daniel: Don't tell me you want to end our relationship.
Peter: I didn't want it. But after all your actions, I have no choice.
Daniel: No, Pete... Please, don't turn your back on me... You're like my brother that I don't want to lose. I have never had a better friend than you! And I will hardly have!
Peter: Oh, how touching you have become... I need to find a handkerchief in my pocket. I'm about to cry now.
Daniel: Maybe, I've known and befriended many people. But a bigger part of them betrayed me or just stopped speaking to me. Many of them lied to me and framed me... Sometimes I could stop speaking to them. But not you. You have never betrayed me. You've never lied. You've always been ready to help in a hard situation.
Peter: I think… I haven’t still thanked Terrence and you… It’s been a few months, but I haven’t thanked you for not letting me make the greatest mistake in my life.
Daniel: C’mon, blond, stop!
Peter: Really, Dan, thank you. Thank you for not letting me die. I’m sorry for not sharing what happened inside me and not aiming to open myself even to my closest friends. Pretending that everything was okay and making me bite the bullet not to explode when someone talked about what hurt me.
Daniel: We talked about that situation, and you explained everything more than just clearly.
Peter: And I’m really glad. Glad there were people, who gave me a hand. Did everything to make me feel better.
Daniel: I’d like to believe our efforts were worth it.
Peter: They were. Although I had a lot of fun with my friends, I wasn’t the Peter that I am now. I was a fake. A different man, not myself. Everybody knew me as a sanguine idiot, who treated everything optimistically. And they didn’t even suspect that a scared, self-loathing boy, who was afraid of literally everything in the world, was hidden under the shell. But after revealing what had poisoned me for many years, I got better. And I started to become the one, who I was pretending to be.
Daniel: You’ve really changed a lot. At first sight, you’re an innocent boy. But you’re a man with a tough character. You could smash a hit, raise your voice, and answer verbally. You learned to be confident and harsh. You were awesome during the fight with Wainwright.
Peter: I accepted that fight as a check. As a challenge. As a chance to know what I could do. Whether I got scared in front of danger. Whether I had enough strength to deal with such a strong man. I always thought I’d… Lose if someone attacked me. I wasn’t sure about my strength and thought I didn’t have enough.”
Daniel: But as you see, there is enough.
Peter: Maybe, I became confident and braver… But there is a thing that still makes me scared. A fear of staying all alone. Without friends… Without a girlfriend… Without a dog… I was alone for so long that I am now shaking at the thought that it will happen again. That I’ll have nobody by my side. That nobody will hear me and comfort me if I say something. That’s what I will never accept. No enemy could make me shake as strongly as the threat of staying all alone.
Daniel: No, Peter, you’ll never be alone. Yes, maybe, you don’t have a family, but you have friends, who will always come to help.
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