Confidence hasn't done bad things to anyone yet. When someone shows they're confident, people start to respect and be afraid of them. They know shouldn't mess up with them.
The Secrets Hidden In The Scars, Chapter 31
In the book "The Sins Of The Past", he is described as "the six-foot tall thin, young man with piercing blue eyes, perfect features, gorgeous and luxury jet-black hair that strongly stands out against his aristocratically white, perfectly clear skin". He always looks very confident, as if he knows he could easily disarm any young girl with just his stunning smile.
At first sight, Terrence seems an egoistic, non-educated narcisus, who is too obsessed with his appearance, loves himself too much, and is mean to everyone around him, wishing them to call him the most perfect fellow in the world. As well as Raquelle, he seems too obsessed with his acting career and is furious that he is no longer popular and does not get any roles, being happy with just working on photoshoots and giving interviews. He is doing his best to become as popular as he was when he was much younger. He wants to play a role that differs from the role of Mason Houston that he played at the age of 18, but he thinks nobody wants to notice his incredible talent.
However, through the time, Terrence shows himself as a good, nice, and caring man with a kind heart. He is actually a very wise, smart, and responsible person, who truly cares about his close people, and can help them with anything at any time. Meanwhile, he has a very hard character and may easily get wild and start a conflict with anyone. That's why he has been in trouble many times. Terrence is ready to give his last money to someone, who needs it much more. Altrough people around often laugh at him for being too confident and having a too strong self-love, he is actually deeply respected. They always listen to his opinion and consider him a leader that always knows what would be better.
Nobody has a right to choose your life path. Even your own family. If you’re an adult and capable person, your life is in your hands only. And you can do anything you want to it.
An old age is not always a synonym for the word ‘unattractiveness.’ And it’s obviously not a reason to get rid of the beautiful clothes in your closet and cosmetics, give a damn about your appearance, and become a homely folk that nobody will pay attention to even if they’re somewhere close.
Terrence: “Let’s bet you fall in love with me. You lose your head very soon. And you dream of becoming mine.”
Raquelle: “Fall in love with such an insolent and non-educated peacock? Oh, no, no! I do not need you for anything!”
Terrence: “But am I handsome? And freaking sexy? Right?”
Raquelle: “There are more handsome and sexual men among my familiars.”
Terrence: “Come on…”
Raquelle: “I do not know who pronounced you literally God, called you the most handsome man in the world, and paid for your fame. But trust me, that’s not the truth. There’s nothing special about you that could make anyone go crazy.”
Life is a strange thing. You never know what you might lead to in a few years. Where you would end up… With who… Nobody knows their future that might be very different.
Terrence: “I’ve done so much for you… I took everything, I closed my eyes on everything… I did my best to save our relationship. I hoped you would pay attention to me someday and give me the love that I needed. I was ready for anything for you and your happiness. But you did not appreciate all of that. You did not appreciate the effort I made for us to live well. You ruined everything that I wanted to save.”
Raquelle: “You were also pretending that you tried to save our relationship. Pretending to be a perfect boyfriend in public and telling everyone you adored me and were happy to be in a relationship with me. But that was just words.”
Terrence: “I wanted not very much! Not very much, Raquelle! Nothing impossible. Nothing super-hard. I just wanted warmth, love, and care. I wanted to get your support. To get the motivation to do something. To have someone to keep a belief that I’m still wanted and loved. But I’ve changed for a few months. I’ve changed for the worse. I stopped feeling like the Terrence that I had been before I started an affair with you.”
Raquelle: “And I stopped being the Raquelle I was. Our affair made me unhappy. It bothered me. I had some borders. A certain comfort zone. But you broke into it and turned everything upside down.”
Terrence: “Nobody made you quit your career. Vice versa, I was happy to admire photos of you. But I needed attention, love, and care. I needed a girl that I could talk to about what was happening to me. But I was lonely. I was in a relationship, but I was lonely.”
Raquelle: “You described my feelings. I was in a relationship, but I was lonely.”
Self-confidence is a key to true sexuality. You can put on the most beautiful underwear, put on red lipstick on your lips and get a gorgeous hairstyle. But if you don’t have self-confidence and don’t like too many things about you, it’s not gonna make you sexual.
Edward: “Damn, I don’t know what to do… I do wanna know everything she’s hiding and help her if I have a chance. But Natalia refuses to say something and drop some hits. Her eyes say something’s happening to her… But I can’t get what…”
Terrence: “Sorry, I can’t help you. I know nothing about it.”
Edward: “It’s all so tangled… And I don’t wanna lose her… I don’t…”
Terrence: “Do you really love her so much?”
Edward: “I can’t do without her… If she leaves forever, I don’t know what I’m gonna do. I doubt I’d forget her so easily. Because I always think of her. I really like Natalia and consider her not just a friend of mine.”
Terrence: “I get it… The same is happening to me and Raquelle… I don’t know what to do… How to accept the breakup with that girl… You know, Edward, I think you and I are brothers not only by blood but also by misfortunes. We have the same problems. The problem with the girls.”
Edward: “Yeah, you’re right…”
It’s worthless to knock at the closed door when you know nobody would open it. You could stand near it all day, but nothing would be changed.
People often force someone to have a relationship and play a wedding but don’t explain what that is. They say you must do it. A human can’t live alone. So, many people date someone and enter a marriage just to make everyone get off them. But it doesn’t give them the happiness that everyone talks so much about. To be clear, they haven’t grown up for it yet.
When people smile in photos or videos and confess their love for someone they love on social networks, it doesn’t mean everything is really true. Sometimes everything might not be as beautiful and cute as it seems.
Unfortunately, life sometimes consists of problems we can't solve. When you're born, you get some problems that you don't wanna or can't solve. Because you don't know how to do it.
Terrence: "That's what I liked about her, I liked the fact that she made me work hard to get her attention. That was a very interesting quest. That I have to pass over and over to tame Cameron and make her do what I want. Predictability and easy access are boring. It's funnier to live with the one, from who you might expect anything, and who can tickle your nerves."
Daniel: "It's not a secret that you're a little masochist."
Terrence: "And even if it's sometimes hard to live together, I'll always love her. It's hard to be together, but harder to be apart... Yes, that girl is unbearable. Cameron loves getting me nervous and sometimes becomes hysterical. But I can't do without her. She's the reason why I feel alive. Raquelle gives me an ocean of emotions and doesn't let me feel bored. But she gives me her care and her support when I need it."
Daniel: "It sounds like you're weaned to her like a drug."
Terrence: "She is my drug. The drug that makes me happy."
Sometimes some things happen to make us happy and show us a way to those, who we would feel good with.
Sometimes you may know everything about anyone thanks to music if they sing songs about their personal life.
Sadly, you can often find a rotten fruit in a basket with beautiful and fresh ones at first sight.
Every person fights with someone or something all their life. When you're born in this world, you run into problems. First, you're afraid your parents wouldn't take care of you and buy a toy that you see in a store. Then you get school issues... After you graduate from school, go to a college or university where you'll get new problems... Then work, family... This vicious circle will not end 'till your death.
Millions of people break up, divorce, and cry over someone's death. It's fine to be a little sad and cry. But it doesn't mean life ends after that. You can always find a reason to keep living and doing your business.
The power of kindness, love, and justice is way stronger than any evil. Thanks to this one, the world still exists and hasn't been swallowed by darkness.
To reach your goals, you don't have to kill, rob and, humiliate. You don't have to be a cruel and egoistic person and step on others. You can get what you want, even if you stay a kind and decent person.
Time would go as well as offenses. As memories that are replaced by a wish to forget everything and start it all again. Anger goes away early or late, and you understand that what you believe cannot be the truth.
Confidence hasn't done bad things to anyone yet. When someone shows they're confident, people start to respect and be afraid of them. They know shouldn't mess up with them.
Sadly, sometimes people go crazy from love and are ready for anything, not thinking that someone doesn't need it.
We can impact our future by doing the right things in the present. But the past is the past. We can't change it. You can only get some lessons from it. And it teaches us not to make the same mistake twice in the present and the future.
Apologizing for someone is always hard. But forgiving the one is much harder. It's hard to forget how meanly someone acted toward you.
Men aren't cold and heartless, as some people sometimes think. We can feel and show emotions. We may also be sad, worried, and afraid. It's absolutely fine. Yes, maybe, we control ourselves better, but it doesn't mean we have no feelings.
Friendship is not only joking. It's also mutual help and support that you get only from the one to consider you a real friend.
People say you must not change someone you love by force and make them someone you dream about. But sometimes people change by themselves and don't realize it. Just because love impacts them. It can make us do anything, even the craziest and most dangerous things.
Life is an experience, an experience is our mistakes, and our mistakes are the taste that might be sweet, nice, and good or bitter, disgusting, and terrible.
Memory is a pretty hard and unpredictable thing that nobody has examined fully yet.
The decision to get married is always hard for a man. To get a proposal from him, being just beautiful and seducing him with short skirts is not enough for the girl.
Even if I can’t do something, I am perfect at it anyway.
If you want to save someone, your duty is to save yourself, first of all. This is the first thing that you should think about.
Cowardice and shame are different things. If you don’t want to do something, it doesn’t mean you’re scared. It means you’re afraid of regretting it someday.
A person without brains is bad, but a brainless person with amnesia is much worse
Terrence: I will never leave if danger is threatening you.
Edward: I know. If you had the same situation, I would do the same. Because I don't want to lose my brother. And I know I must support and help him.
Terrence: Glad to hear it. And thank you for protecting me. I wouldn't have dealt with that stinker alone.
Edward: That was my duty.
Terrence: I guess you proved that there's no limit to your bravery when the case is about your close people.
Edward: Oh, yay, a brave, irresponsible boy without brains.
Terrence: You are. You're really a sick and very weird donkey that irritates me by just doing nothing.
Edward: Oh, yeah, come on! Every time you start talking about your irreplaceability, I wanna grab something heavy and throw it at your gorgeous head.
Terrence: And I love you, little rag.
Edward: Hey, don't ruffle my hair.
Terrence: C'mon, have you ever had good hair? You're always like a scarecrow!
Edward: And you've overplayed a daddy!
Edward: I’m glad you’re alive.
Terrence: I’m much happier you’re alive.
Confessing your cowardice or weakness is something that only a wise and decent person could do.
Life is too short to spend it on offenses. You should value someone for what they do for you and others in the present, remembering that nobody’s perfect, and everyone gets wrong.
Asking someone for help and protection has never been a shame. You can pretend to be an independent person that does everything by themselves as much as you want. But there are situations when you have to forget it and come to someone just to say, ‘help me.’
Raquelle: You know, when we met for the first time, I didn’t even think you’d become my close person. If I’d known I’d get married to you, I’d start laughing hysterically.
Terrence: But I didn’t doubt that you’d be mine.
Raquelle: I still remember how you went confidently into the office of Serena, keeping your shoulders spread and your back straight. You looked like you knew who you were. You knew you were handsome, attractive, popular… You lighted up with confidence…
Terrence: I often remember that day. The day when I met the one, who drove me crazy immediately. The one, who conquered me with her beauty and her inaccessibility. A reluctance to be like everyone and to fall at my feet. I thought you were one more girl, who would agree to lie in my bed with me in the first second. But… You surprised me and left me discouraged.
Raquelle: Anyway, I'm happy we met. You’re a beam of light in my kingdom. You… Irritated me terribly… But you did it so that… I was happy to confront you.
Terrence: When I viewed photos of you, I didn’t doubt that I wouldn’t be disappointed in meeting you. And I was thrilled when I saw the girl, who was much more gorgeous in real life than in photos.
Raquelle: Yeah, I know…
Terrence: I’m so happy that I’ve got a chance to be next to my beloved girl. Touch her. Admire her as much as I want…
Raquelle: Oh, yeah, it’s time to admire me… When I’m wearing nobody knows the hell what, my hair is messed up, and my puffy red eyes look terrible.
Terrence: For me, you’d be beautiful anyway. But actually, I love you not because you’re a stunning beauty with a gorgeous smile.
Raquelle: And why?
Terrence: I love you for what you’ve got inside. Yes, I originally paid attention to your appearance and was obsessed with the idea of having sex with you. But over time, I started to care about your inner beauty. What you’re doing, how you treat people, what you’re ready for them…
Raquelle: There were moments when I didn’t treat people the way they deserved.
Terrence: But you’ve always been kind and wished nothing bad to anyone. Even your biggest enemy.
The difference between true love and sympathy is that you clearly see the shortcomings of the person and can decide if you’re ready to accept them, or you should find someone to be more decent.
A beautiful picture always leaves people delighted. But nobody knows how much work was done for it. How much someone worked on it, so everyone wants to buy it for millions of dollars.
Resistance always gets us excited and encourages us to get something in any way.
Nothing in this world happens immediately. Sometimes we need very much time to understand something, reach for some success, and make our biggest dream come true.
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